my world

well im after school waiting for jessie to finish her test but im worried my grandma it coming at like 3:30 so i hope she does good but hurrys up so i have enough time to spend with her. yesturday was our anniversary, five months baby! it was great I stayed after and we just talked and held each other and a whole bunch of other stuff. and we slid in the hallways with our socks, lol it was fun. but because i missed my bus again my grandma said i had to walk home, thats almost 5miles from my school, oh well, i was actually determined to do it but after 3miles my mom found me and picked me up, im not in any pain except for my collar bone because the type of back pack i have made all the weight get carried on that one collar bone so yeah it hurts pretty bad oh well, i havent been eating alot lately and it caught up to me today i am so hundry, i had two pancakes for breakfast milk, for lunch yogurt, gushers, a drink and half a cookie and some fries im still hungry!!! i want grapes, lol i know random, anyways, i read jessies blogger and while these past two days have been good she hasnt said she loves me on her blog, oh well, shes been too busy with homework lately thats probably it. im so sorry patrick that your having problems with your relationship, I love you dont worry true love works its way out.
ok im gonna go and do some actually work plus ive had to pee since third period, yes i know you guys didnt need to know that but this is my blog and i can say what ever the f^&&% i want so :P
love you jessie
nelle

that entry was extremely confusing. lol sorry nell but i had to sensor it. there's just some stuff you can't tell to the whole world. lots a love jessie

hey people i see jessie in girl in a few hours were gonna talk and im gonna give her my undivided attention, she needs me to be their for her as a freind to listen to whats happening to her and im gonna do it, when i got home from church today i lost it, i went up to my room and just creid so much that everyone in the whole house could hear me and my mom came up to my room and was telling me that i have to listen to her and make her happy, but the only way i know how to make her happy is by loving her, and telling her how much i love her, im sorry but im not strong enough to just be her freind we had too much it was heaven with her im not gonna let it be hell, jessies my girl and i love her to death and she loves me to death too, she just needs to be with me in person to realize that again, shes confused and everyone in a relationship gets confused sometimes but they stick together to work it out and were gonna work this out all my freinds say we are because we filled the whole world with love when we were together, and its not gonna erase that quick, im too young to die, and if jessie leaves me ill die maybe not physically but ill be so dead in the inside that i wont be able to eat or sleep or talk, all ill do is cry, and hurt myselfs in more ways the one, I fell really bad and i cant pick myself up, and cant take my heart back from her i always want her to have my heart, and i always want hers, shes so great, and i feel almost as great when im with her, nobody else make me feel the way i feel when im with her, smiles spread across my face and my whole body is warm. I mean for 5 days ive been crying nonstop infront of everyone and she hasnt even said she wants to break up yet what am i gonna do when she actully says i cant be with you anymore god that hurts to say that so much. well im gonna go because well i dont know jessie not online so i dont half to be on.

i love you jessie so much.