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Sunday, November 23, 2003
Ok i have a lot to say Kim. First and foremost I never meant to offend you. Anger never solves anything. It is the root of all ego. So i'm not going to get angry.
Janelle's business is my business too because she means alot to me. I will not just stand by and watch her cry at night because she thinks your mad at her for not trying hard enough! When really she can't do anymore! I'm not gonna sit here and watch her get hurt. Watch u get hurt. and really you may think that i have no right to say that because of what happened last year. but you wern't in my position. You didn't bare the load so you can't imagine what it was like. or what i was going through at the time. Just like i really have no right to criticize what your going through right now. I never said i did. You just gave me reason to write back and defend myself with all of the anger and insults you threw at me. You can't expect me not to say something. Everything i've said was true though. Whether it be so in your case or not. Its just what i've gathered out of all the times janelle has ever come to me. I can understand if you'd rather i not publicly state it on a blog. and if you don't want my insight then politely say it. Don't make an ass out of yourself by showing that you let it get to you. Because really if you think about it if it got to you then there's a reason for that. There's may be some truth to it. The stuff i said hurt you because it was valid. ?
Kim i don't want to hate you. i never did, I never will. Thats not my objective here. I just wanna be your friend. Don't shut me out. I'm sure you have tons of things you could teach me. Stuff that i need to learn out of life. I never claimed that i knew everything. ("pompus priss?") I never will. I mean who knows anything?
Again i understand if your mad at me. I'm just saddened by it because i want nothing more then your frendship. I'm jelous that Larissa can go out with you guys and have a good time. Why can't I? Why do u hate me so much? Life is short. If i can help it I'm not going to waste it hating. I'm going to love every one that I can...
Janelle's business is my business too because she means alot to me. I will not just stand by and watch her cry at night because she thinks your mad at her for not trying hard enough! When really she can't do anymore! I'm not gonna sit here and watch her get hurt. Watch u get hurt. and really you may think that i have no right to say that because of what happened last year. but you wern't in my position. You didn't bare the load so you can't imagine what it was like. or what i was going through at the time. Just like i really have no right to criticize what your going through right now. I never said i did. You just gave me reason to write back and defend myself with all of the anger and insults you threw at me. You can't expect me not to say something. Everything i've said was true though. Whether it be so in your case or not. Its just what i've gathered out of all the times janelle has ever come to me. I can understand if you'd rather i not publicly state it on a blog. and if you don't want my insight then politely say it. Don't make an ass out of yourself by showing that you let it get to you. Because really if you think about it if it got to you then there's a reason for that. There's may be some truth to it. The stuff i said hurt you because it was valid. ?
Kim i don't want to hate you. i never did, I never will. Thats not my objective here. I just wanna be your friend. Don't shut me out. I'm sure you have tons of things you could teach me. Stuff that i need to learn out of life. I never claimed that i knew everything. ("pompus priss?") I never will. I mean who knows anything?
Again i understand if your mad at me. I'm just saddened by it because i want nothing more then your frendship. I'm jelous that Larissa can go out with you guys and have a good time. Why can't I? Why do u hate me so much? Life is short. If i can help it I'm not going to waste it hating. I'm going to love every one that I can...
