my world

ouch!! o well i knew you'd take it that way. but its ok. seriously though its all the truth.
All the times you've ever complained its been about this. and i didn't say forcing her to kno would make u love yourself. its just hard for u guys to love when u don't first love yourselves. because then your insecure and liek kim sit at home making up ideas that her gf doesn't try hard enough because shes not good enough herself so obviously you couldn't love her. and she does this because she has no self confidence. u need confidence to believe that someone really and truly loves you.
the comment you made that i originally questioned was: "I hate myself"
I asked you why and u said because "I love my girlfriend"
maybe i just read it wrong but love for your girlfriend shouldn't leave you hating yourself.
I wish i was at the Sean Forrest concert!!!!

(comment to janelle's comment to my comment)
love has many aspects. You can't love fully until you first love and know yourself. if your gf is making u feel as though u can't satisfy her and its not something u can in your position help, then theres something wrong. You have to step back and analyze the situation especially before acting on it. personally i think you both need to communicate your undieing love for eachother and establish that its not going to change. That way you can develop some confidence there. but i know its prob real hard with a long distance relationship. IF your gf loves you (which i'm sure she does) she'll understand and get past her personal insecurities. If you don't make it through it wasn't worth it in the first place