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Thursday, October 10, 2002
u never spell "depressed" right lol. don't worry i kno u can spell. whats with all these sweet poems? in the mood i suppose.
Monday, October 07, 2002
No please don't cry. Those songs weren't suppose to make you cry :( I'm sorry
healing slowly,
where the hurting push me forth.
almost crawling,
out the web you've caught me thru.
breathing painfully,
every second afar from you.
sometimes resistless,
i find myself while resisting you.
awaiting passionately,
for the darkest night's fall to
hide away my truth.
and my screaming vulnerability,
exposing me from inside cuz you knew
all the way that i cried
dying softly in the intangible arms of you..
and i cave in still,
only now from behind your
penetrating view..
you can whisper my name,
but i won't stumble again
tripping back to you.
as i gather my thoughts,
torn and weary from mounting
pain unendured.
and inspite of myself,
i'd drown you in my oceans of
tears for making me the fool,
eventho it was my lips that
kissed our final parting,
in my eyes i'm just a loser,
a faint scent of a fading soul
hopelessly in love with you.
no i'm not yet over you.
nour.
where the hurting push me forth.
almost crawling,
out the web you've caught me thru.
breathing painfully,
every second afar from you.
sometimes resistless,
i find myself while resisting you.
awaiting passionately,
for the darkest night's fall to
hide away my truth.
and my screaming vulnerability,
exposing me from inside cuz you knew
all the way that i cried
dying softly in the intangible arms of you..
and i cave in still,
only now from behind your
penetrating view..
you can whisper my name,
but i won't stumble again
tripping back to you.
as i gather my thoughts,
torn and weary from mounting
pain unendured.
and inspite of myself,
i'd drown you in my oceans of
tears for making me the fool,
eventho it was my lips that
kissed our final parting,
in my eyes i'm just a loser,
a faint scent of a fading soul
hopelessly in love with you.
no i'm not yet over you.
nour.
Your eyes
Blue as the sky above
Yet as cold as the ocean below
I can't look at your eyes
they bring me pain
you can't feel the same
'Cause I can't love you
Your hair
Golden like the treasure of old
Yet as blinding as the sun
I can't think of think of your hair
it reminds me of you
that I can not do
'Cause I can't love you
Your touch
Warm like flames of life
Yet sends shivers down my spine
I can't feel your touch
It makes my heart break
Makes my body ache
'Cause I can't love you
Your smile
Cheerful as a Merry Christmas
Yet seems so incredibly fake
I can't get lured by your smile
it makes me melt
reminds me of what I have felt
'Cause I can't love you
Your heart
Loving as I am to you
Yet doesn’t love me back
I can’t be hurt by your heart
It’s so black with no feelings
And sometimes I can’t stand dealing
So I can never love you
Blue as the sky above
Yet as cold as the ocean below
I can't look at your eyes
they bring me pain
you can't feel the same
'Cause I can't love you
Your hair
Golden like the treasure of old
Yet as blinding as the sun
I can't think of think of your hair
it reminds me of you
that I can not do
'Cause I can't love you
Your touch
Warm like flames of life
Yet sends shivers down my spine
I can't feel your touch
It makes my heart break
Makes my body ache
'Cause I can't love you
Your smile
Cheerful as a Merry Christmas
Yet seems so incredibly fake
I can't get lured by your smile
it makes me melt
reminds me of what I have felt
'Cause I can't love you
Your heart
Loving as I am to you
Yet doesn’t love me back
I can’t be hurt by your heart
It’s so black with no feelings
And sometimes I can’t stand dealing
So I can never love you
Sunday, October 06, 2002
hun i cry for you every day. but we've gotta do this. no matter how much it hurts. we're gonna stay strong.
